Currently Listening In Love and Death By The Used see related

There are some things that I have been learning about myself ever since I moved here to Minneapolis. Or just maybe I am just still figuring them out, who knows! I do know it does take me a while to warm up to people, so I know I'm a fairly shy person. I also know many people can relate to the fact I am especially shy around those of the opposite sex. I just kinda shut down. I am not really sure why but, I would like to be able to understand this crazy thing. Am I trying to impress? I don't think that is always the case because to some girls I have absolutely no problem executing conversation but, for others you will find me saying things like "cool" or "yeah" more than one should say. Which is actually pretty funny when I think about it! If I could be someone else around me, what would I think about myself?

Side note, I am trying to find a new job. I hope God opens up a pretty sweet opportunity, like working with Teen Challenge, man I love that place. For those who don't know I did an internship there summer of 2004 and absolutely loved it and I have kinda wanted to work there again. Have ever felt like God has you exactly where you are supposed to be?I feel like that at this point in my life. All the people that are around me, the place where I live and the church I go to. I know God wants me here... at least for today.

Right now I am watching Ben murder innocent people, setting buildings on fire and crashing awesome cars. I never knew such terrible things could come from a video game, He is playing the new "Godfather" video game. I have never heard the f-bomb on a video game before, so that’s pretty crazy. DIE PIGGY, DIE DIE DIE!!!! The words of Ben after killing a cop and steeling his car. Nothing else really to report and I have not really said anything cool or witty but, this will have to do....for now.

Peace out and word to your mother!

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I wanted to let all four of you know how my visit Bethel Seminary went. It was just ok. They really didn't tell me anything I did not know other than they are the first seminary I have ever heard that had ra and ta positions and you can get paid for them. I do not think that Bethel Seminary is going to be in the picture unless God changes something, like paying for seminary or a change in heart.

I was sitting at work today just thinking about life in kindergarten, it was really funny to think back on a incident that I got sent to the principle's office for. Imagine this, if you can or even desire to do so. My good buddy Randy talked me into lying down on the bathroom floor and to push myself around on the floor (yeah it’s kind of gross to think about but we were like 5 and it was fun). While doing this we shuffled under the stalls and as I went to get up the principle came on and I hit my head on the stall and then I was asked to come to the principles office. First of all I didn't even know where it was and he just asked us to go there and he left, so we easily could have went back to class but I think we were just as bit curious so we went. When we got in there I was expecting to see some huge automatic paddle that he used to punish kids (i think I saw it in a movie once). He sat both of down and talked for long time and all I could focus on was the vanilla wafers that he was eating while lecturing us. He just kept eating them and the whole time I was hoping he would just give one away. After that we went back to class and since then life has never been the same.

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Off to Minneapolis for a while!!!